so i've been thinking alot about my blog that was posted last night. and i just couldn't help but wonder, what can we count on these days? is it just me or does it seem like the older you get the more isolated and independent you are required to be.
no one gives a fuck about you after your youth. the world has served its purpose of getting you on your feet, and no longer owes you anything. what type of shit is that?
you really can't depend on friends, because like love, friends come and go. as much as you want... no NEED to hold on to something you're familiar with, you know you in your heart that things just can't and won't stay the same.
and the real shit that fucking SUCKS BALLS is that you can't even call your clan the ones you will rely on. your family, just like your friends, are sometimes blinded by the seven deadly sins, greed, gluttony, wrath, lust, sloth, pride and envy. family too will go months on end without speaking to one another.
you grow up and learn that your heroes and those that you idolized and looked up to aren't at all who they seem. its amazing how people change when you look at them up close.
i'm not trying to down anyone but its a cold world and money can't keep you warm.
and even at that... how long do the rich remain wealthy, and how many of us are destined for that life. realistically, more of us are destined to a life of destitute.
so where do we go from here? what do we do today? tomorrow is not guaranteed, and like many other things, nothing lasts forever.
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