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Saturday, May 16, 2009

.dreaming with a | b r o k e n | heart.


If I should fall asleep and meet you in my dreams, I'd give you my love letter.


If I could recreate every moment we'd ever spent I'd promise to love better.


If you ever questioned how sincere my passion was, or how long it'd remain.


I'd show you that if we were to live on love for the rest of our lives, that the passion would be enough to sustain.


If I ever shed a tear that I blamed on you, I'd surely sincerely retract.

If you graced my lips with a passionate kiss, my heart would contain it for as long as its love lasts.


You wiped away every tear in my heart and swept me off of my feet.

I'd know I'm dreaming because only in my dreams could i endure the plights of love and love lost without meeting my sweet fatality.

And if asked how i lived my life before, i'd be at a loss for words.

And when I awake from this beautifully sad dream, I spend my conscious hours in a state of inebriation.

Only in my dreams will I truly love you the way that I always wanted to.

I flip through pictures of you, just to be able to see you.

I play songs that we love, just to be able to feel like I'm with you.

I listen to those old voicemails, just to be able to hear you.

I rethink everytime I messed up, and I dream that I did it differently.


You've been my every breath, my every movement, and my every world.

If I fall asleep and meet you in my sleep, I'd be dreaming the sweetest dream.

"when you're dreaming with a broken heart, waking up is the hardest part. you fall out of bed and down on your knees... and for a moment you can hardly breathe. wondering, was she really here, was she standing in my room? no she's not, cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone... do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?"

.i do what i like.